Friday, July 2, 2010

WILL BE M.I.A ~

Mauk tenangkan pikiran. Will be updated once i'm GOOD. I guess. ~ =/

Thursday, July 1, 2010

HELLO WORLD. ~


Super duper double watever BORED. =.=" Then i suddenly think of my mom. When she's not at home,i feel tat im already missing her. When she's home,i feel VERY RELIEVED. I knew she felt da same way as i do when im not around. That's why she never wants to be apart from me. Now i miss my dad...hmmm..can't wait for him to come back. I really miss you,daddy. One more week to go and HE'S HOME ! Huhuhu.. SEPTEMBER. My mom planning to go Johor again..since her birthday on 12 September,she wanna celebrate with my dad. And holiday to Penang. GREAT but....from Johor to Penang..DRIVING...needs 10hours to reach. O.O Daddy says we spend night at Ipoh the next morning continue our journey to Penang. Woaaa...must be very tiring. VERYYYY ~ But what i miss to go is KL & Port Dickson ! Wuuu..blue ocean..just infront of ure own eyes as soon as you reach there. And KL...,SHOPPING of course..hehehe..i hope i'll go there again..REALLY DO ! Yeaaaa......i almost forgot...this is the month that i'll be changing my hair. Mom told me to cut kawaii hair. And dye darker cause i look very SICK in blonde. Till my boyfie will owes call me GRANDMA. =.=" But then all i think is i wonder how will i look like..emmmm..... Actually,this is not what i wanna post here but then i do cause maybe i could just forget what happen on my mind and days before..well,if i don't.....,you know,i know..hahaha. ~ Gotta go anyway..have a great JULY.! :)

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

MOOD MOOD ~



Don't know what's up with my mood today. Think a lot till can't describe what i'm thinking of. Only Sist Ninie know i'm not in the mood even i pretend to crack with her. She'll never stop asking till i tell her what's on my mind. TOO BAD. I still don't even know what is it. Family ?? Friends ?? Love ?? Money ?? Life ?? Future ?? Hmmm...i think i may have to go to Mental Hospital..hahaha..NO WAY. Just a joke. Arghh..let it be,let it be. What will it be,let it be,let it be. I know i'll be fine later or tomorrow or...??? I DONT KNOW ! Hmmm...speechless already..don't know what to say here anymore. Maybe that's all for tonight. GOODNIGHT ! ~

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

BETE . BOSAN . BORED !! =.="

Don't know what to do.
-FULLSTOP-

Monday, June 28, 2010

AVENGED SEVENFOLD-NIGHTMARE ♥♥

Nightmare!
(Now your nightmare comes to life)

Dragged ya down below
Down to the devil's show
To be his guest forever
Peace of mind is less than never
Hate to twist your mind
But God ain't on your side
An old acquaintance severed
Burn the world your last endeavor

Flesh is burning
You can smell it in the air
Cause men like you have
Such easy soul to steal (steal)
So stand in line while
They ink numbers in your head
You're now a slave
Until the end of time here
Nothing stops the madness,
Burning, haunting, yearning
Pull the trigger

You should have known
The price of evil
And it hurts to know
That you belong here, yeah
Ooh, it's your fuckin' nightmare

(While your nightmare comes to life)

Can't wake up and sweat
Cause it ain't over yet
Still dancing with your demons
Victim of your own creation
Beyond the will to fight
Where all that's wrong is right
Where hate don't need a reason
Loathing self-assassination

You've been lied to
Just to rape you of your site
And now they have the nerve
To tell you how to feel (feel)
So sedated as they
Medicate your brain
And while you slowly
Go insane they tell ya
"Given with the best intentions
help you with your complications"

You should have known
The price of evil
And it hurts to know
That you belong here, yeah
No one to call
Everybody to fear
Your tragic fate is looking so clear, yeah
Ooh, it's your fuckin' nightmare

Fight
Not to fail
Not to fall
Or you'll end up like the others
Die
Die again
Drenched in sin
With no respect for another

Down
Feel the fire
Feel the hate
Your pain is what we desire
Lost
Hit the wall
Watch you crawl
Such a replaceable liar

And I know you hear their voices
Calling from above
And I know they may seem real
These signals of love
But our life's made up of choices
Some without appeal
They took for granted your soul
And it's ours now to steal

(As your nightmare comes to life)

You should have known
The price of evil
And it hurts to know
That you belong here, yeah
No one to call
Everybody to fear
Your tragic fate is looking so clear, yeah
Ooh, it's your fuckin' nightmare



AVENGED SEVENFOLD ROCK ! \m/

Woaaaa !! O.O

BEEN A LONG TIME I DIDN'T UPDATE MY BLOG ! Sorry ya. I forgot my email & password. =.=" WILL BE UPDATED AS SOON WHEN I'M FREE OR OUT OF LAZYNESS..hehe.. :D



                                      
 That's RIGHT. SHELLY LOVES YOU ! :) <3                                                        

Thursday, May 6, 2010

I LOVE MY FRIENDS !


You guys are THE BEST ! I LOVE YOU ALL !  Without you in my life,i won't even know what friendship means. You mean a lot to me. Our memories. Our HOT-STUFF ! hahaha. Hope you guys love me same as i do. I can cry for you,you know..hahaha..perlu ka padah owh?? And i can be frusted like frusted by love too ! But more than that...mmmmmm ~


And of course ! Without you,i won't even meet him. :)) (Not the one name "O",shush2 !)

 After what we've been through,you'll be still in my heart. Especially Sue & Ninie..you girls are my best girlfriends..i love the moment between us and how i always miss it and even wish it never STOP ! hehehe.. Thanks to my love,Leo too..i won't even know who you are,Aziz,Sue & Jass. You guys are very GOOD to me..and yea,too good to be true..ermmm..for Jass,even i can't accept what you've done,i just hope you really2 change okay?? And take care of Sue truly for me. No more mistakes,please. And Ninie ! You're my BESTEST ONLY SISTER i ever had..wow...i can't believe how many years we've been a sister..feels like REAL. And it is REAL thou..hahaha. I don't expect we'll be like this forever but every moment with you all,speechless i must say cause it's FUN ENOUGH. Again,I LOVE YOU ALL ! :D  

LOTS OF LOVE FROM ME ! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥